Space Traveler Discloses Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Harassment Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her emotional downturn after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” she recounted in a social media post, recalling a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.
She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on female health science and operated research during the flight, said everything she had worked for – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her background – was overshadowed under the tide of misogyny.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
A Path to Recovery
Months following achieving her goal, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose kindness pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.
She concluded that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the flight, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The self-operating spacecraft departed Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The group of women also featured leaders in various fields.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.